Friday, October 17, 2008

It's been 10 days?

Many times over the last week and a half I've clicked on the link to my blog...figuring I should write something...then I stare at the empty box and can't figure out anything worthwhile to write about.

Today I figured I would write just to let the few people who read my blog know that I am alive and kicking albeit not too wildly right now.

Mom's getting better - we had another trip to the ER with her last week while I was home....she tried doing too much and...well, you know how that goes. I had a great weekend with my brother and sister-in-law at a cabin in the mountains. Mom and Dad came back up and joined us after Mom rested up some. It was nice to be away.

I have yet ANOTHER frippin' frappin' test to do for the ob-gyn in a couple of weeks. I'm not happy about it and it's caused a whole other level of anxiety for me, but I'm trying to keep pushing it to the back of my mind. Let's just say that it's one they typically do for people who they think may have the BIG C. And I don't mean Colitis or Colic or Cerebral or Congestive....I mean the C word that no one wants to talk about. (See me leaning forward and looking around to see if anyone's watching and putting my hand over my mouth and whispering really low....) I mean cancer. *WHUMP*

Wha...where am I....on yea, that cancer thing....sorry, I feel off my chair. I really don't feel like that's the problem, but you never know. Like I said, we'll know more in a few weeks.

Anyway...just wanted ya'll to know I'm alive...and kinda kicking....and just jumping the waves of life as they come at me.



calicobebop said...

I know how you feel - sometimes a blog break is hard to get out of. Glad to hear you're alive and well! I'll be thinking about you these next few weeks - waiting to get results back can be very scary. Be well! We missed

whitney said...


calicobebop said...

PS - I tagged you on my blog for an award. Hope it brightens your day!

Vanessa said...

Glad you are alive and Mom is doing better. Hang in there, hopefully that ugly C word will not actually rear it's ugly head.

Dreams of a Country Girl said...

i battled the c word at my obgyn several years back....and ya know what....i am sending you big time HUUUUGGGGSSSS!


Anonymous said...

I just now am catching up on my reader....

Oh girl..... Glad your mom is doing better. Waiting on pins and needles for the results of your BIG tests. Praying that it goes well.

Big Hugs.